If there is really a previous life I must of been really baaaaaaaaaaaad and my hubby really good(ha).  He finally gets called back to work (a contractor for the R.R.).  On one hand I'm glad cuz poverty is no place I want to be.  On the other hand, I get really green with jealousy cuz he gets to go for weeks at a time while I get to raise the chillun all by myself(we live with my parents, whole other issue).  Now he gets to go to Reno, Nevada while I freeze my buttooey this winter.  Why God, why.  Bad Karma apples!!!  I have come to the point though that payin bills is far better and having to "suck it up once again" for the betterment of humanity, well at least our little world of humanity.  Show me dah money....  Owe no man but love, I tried... It seems the collection deptartment doesn't appreciate my love.